Well I stopped updating this blog sometime ago, well nearly a year and a half ago. I couldn't see the point of updating it at the time and thought it was better to keep those thoughts in my head rather than on the internet. Well so much has changed since then. I've lost love and found love and lost it yet again.... ok i promise to be more careful with it next time but in that time I've traveled the world and met some amazing people in a job a truly love...more of that later no doubt. So till then i'm going to sign off for now and promise not to leave it so long next time.